Brother Adnan, Asak wr wb..I pray to Allah, to give you health and courage.I pray for all my brothers and sisters...MAy Allah grant you that which is best in this life and the herefater..for Allah's promise is true and He is the best disposer of affairs..it is only a matter of time,inshallah...Veriylu, after every hardship ther is releif, after every hardship ther is relief..Inshallah..My prayers for all of you,always. May Allah make things easy for you..Ameen! with dua, your sister in islam.